Smiling is the only way to hide my true feelings. People see my mask and accept it. It may be because they don't wish to waste their time seeing the interior in a mess and would rather just go on thinking she's fine, she probably doesn't want to talk anyway. Others may accept it because they believe the mask to be real. Point is showing my troubles may seem burdensome and I wouldn't want to make others fee trouble so I hide it. I smile and let people think everything is great. It's easier.