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Cloudy Numb Blue Intelligence- I Just Dont Like Emotional Feeling

Alexithymie??? much inner feeling, less or no emotion, freezing blocking fearing emotion, breathing constantly, smooth, intensly, no good or bad feeling, no need for emotions, Gleichgültigkeit, no hopes at all there is nothing, no meaning, no matter, no caring, realizing I am constantly blue..made me accept it at now its present allways in myself.. i am so used to this intense feeling that i am not overwelmed and not much emotional..but I think they see that I feel alot & processing alot&quickly
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